“Making me high, making me whole”…

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Up against the wall…
In a cheap hotel room…

Senses all blurred…
Intoxicated by perfume…

Sugar lips kissing…
Tongues mingle and play…

The Devil has infected…
Is what they will say…

Underwear falling…
Revealing naked skin…

Sweat begins to glisten…
Exploring deep within…

Thrown around like ragdolls…
In a frenzied attack…

A moment of abandon…
Nails assault his back…

The bed offers comfort…
As their actions intensify…

He moves down her body…
Probes between her thighs…

She whispers and moans…
Lets out a scream…

Is this really happening…
Or is this just a dream…

They met in the bar…
Never asked for a name…

They’ll part in the morning…
They’ll hide any shame…

And live with this memory…
Mixed up with guilt…

Remembering the feelings…
As her orgasm built…

In that very moment…
Realities were traded…

Distraction took hold…
And the real world faded…

Two sinners colliding…
Getting off on the danger…

Addicted to the thrill…
Of sex with a stranger…

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“There is a girl I used to know”…

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She was the exception…
She broke all your rules…

That tiny fallen angel…
With a tendency to bruise…

Who had unrivalled beauty…
With the brains to match…

You should have stayed away…
Should have only watched…

Keeping a safe distance…
Instead you grew too close…

And in the lingering shadows…
You were hit by Lust’s arrows…

As her smile lit up the darkness…
And her eyes just hypnotised…

You fell hook, line and sinker…
Bought into Lust’s sweet lies…

She cast a spell upon you…
Made you think it was all true…

And you fell so fucking deeply…
Into an ocean of neon blue…

That felt so warm and safe…
Where mermaids swam silently…

Your heart was bound and captured…
Your eyes too blind to see…

Becoming locked in limbo…
In between the dark and light…

A place you couldn’t escape from…
And it haunted you at night…

Where it all seemed so perfect…
And the beast was not a fool…

Where there was no need…
To act so fucking cool…

Like a poor man’s James Dean…
A rebel without a cause…

You ignored the true reality…
Overlooked all of your flaws…

And it always ends the same…
But even though it’s far behind…

Those moments that you shared…
Still weigh heavy on your mind…

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“And now she’s in me, always with me”…

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He’s no longer sure…
If he liked you that much…

He no longer craves…
The warmth of your touch…

The spark has died…
And there is little else left…

What once existed…
Has been laid to rest…

Leaving you a stranger…
No longer part of his dreams…

Like a bit part actress…
That’s seldom on screen…

And stood on the outside…
You’re now looking in…

Wondering how this happened…
Much to your chagrin…

As there was a time…
When he worshiped you…

He believed your lies…
Prayed they were true…

And connected so deep…
You shook his very soul…

Sending his moral compass…
Spinning out of control…

He became your puppet…
The mistress’s servant…

He’d do anything for you…
Even if you didn’t deserve it…

But you turned on him…
Like a vampire craving blood…

You drained his emotions…
Whilst feasting on the flood…

Leaving him searching…
For the sanctuary of shadows…

A hole in the darkness…
Where only he knows…

A place he could think…
Allow his mind to clearly see…

And it granted him freedom…
From your constant misery…

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“I began to lose control”…

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It whispers through the trees…
Bringing the storm behind it…

It’s in the corner of your eye…
Hoping that you’ll submit…

Its voice is always talking…
On a mission to distract…

It takes pleasure in your pain…
And the way that you react…

You’ve tried to out run it…
But it’s always been there…

Hidden in the Moon’s soft glow…
And the Sun’s harsh glare…

It’s watching and it’s waiting…
But never letting you breathe…

As it twists and it distorts…
Begging you to receive…

And give in to its darkness…
Be consumed by it all…

It wants to enter inside you…
And bear witness as you fall…

With a morbid curiosity…
As it assumes full control…

No matter how hard you fight…
It will take over your soul…

You won’t be the first…
And you will not be the last…

It’s had so many victims…
From the present and the past…

You will become one of many…
Who’ve had their soul removed…

Don’t allow it to enter…
You don’t have anything to prove…

It will knock at your window…
And taunt you from afar…

It will tempt and persuade…
Till the door is open ajar…

Allowing it to attack…
Allowing it to consume…

Because it will begin your ending…
And it will bring your doom…

~

 

“Watch how she fades, into the sunset”…

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Beginnings of an end,
as her sunset fades…

Now it’s time to forget,
all the promises made…

The curve of her lips,
the look in her eye…

When everything dies,
there is only goodbye…

In a world full of hurt,
of anguish and pain…

What began as distraction,
always ends the same…

Leaving you drifting,
alone on life’s tide…

No matter the story,
or how hard you tried…

To keep it together and
fuel the raging fire…

It will always escape,
it will forever tire…

Leaving confusion,
anger and hurt…

Feelings of loneliness,
hearts covered in dirt…

And it’s for the best,
is what they will say…

The ones who wish,
they’d been able to play…

But will never fly high,
upon Magpie wings…

Or dance with the Devil,
as Lady Lust sings…

As your left thinking,
you could have done more…

Staring up at the stars,
knocked down to the floor…

Knowing your life,
will never be the same…

As you try to forget and
anesthetize your pain…

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“All the innocence lost at one time”…

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She lived her life…
Without living at all…

Her senses numbed…
Always fearing the fall…

With no electricity…
And without excitement…

Walking on the safe side…
Of life’s hard pavement…

Until one day…
A switch was flicked…

Deep inside her head…
She became bewitched…

By the simple notion…
Time was running out…

She began to scream…
And began to shout…

Rebelling against…
All that she knew…

All that she’d learned…
All she had held true…

And took to the water…
Infested by sharks…

Where the Devil resides…
Firing his poisoned darts…

As she sleepwalked the day…
Only awakening at night…

Where the cover of darkness…
Blocked out the light…

Her morals blinded by…
A new found treasure…

Disguising the things…
Bringing new found pleasure…

That left her thirsting…
And lusting for more…

Now this was “living”…
Of that she was sure…

Now she lives life…
Never fearing the fall…

Her senses alive…
Not caring at all…

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“I thought I heard the captain’s voice”…

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The captain’s voice echoed…

Across the stormy sea…

Skimming the cruel waves…

A last desperate plea…

He’d battled sea monsters…

Sea devils and demons…

Fought Neptune’s storms…

And lost all his crew men…

But now he stood there…

Exhausted and alone…

After one final challenge…

Before setting for home…

As she’d got in his head…

And infected his brain…

With an invisible madness…

That drove him insane…

Hearing her quiet whispers…

In the blackness of the night…

Seeing strange dark shadows…

In the cold pale moonlight…

And convinced he saw her…

In the corners of his eyes…

This Queen of the Mermaids…

Who’d hypnotised his mind…

She’d become his obsession…

He had needed to see more…

He was desparate to hold her…

Before heading back for shore…

So he’d set out to find her…

In the midst of a great storm…

But with no stars to guide him…

He ended up lost and forlorn…

In the midst of the oceans anger…

And waves climbing so high…

He now clings to the mast…

With tears in his eyes…

Standing there calling…

Her name out to sea…

Where nobody can help him…

Or hear his last plea…

~

“Loneliness leaves no shadow”…

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Keeping a distance…
Away from the hate…

Hiding all feelings…
Behind a traitor’s gate…

That stands tall and strong…
Providing protection…

Allowing the prisoners…
Space for reflection…

And time to consider…
What is the next move…

So many options…
But so little to choose…

As the mountainous path…
That was once followed…

Is now over grown…
The weeds have swallowed…

Making it difficult…
To keep on the right…

Whilst avoiding the wrong….
That comes out at night…

And blinds the eyes…
That once could see…

It was perfectly clear…
But now it’s muddy…

Leading to confusion…
Messages that are mixed…

Points of view distorted…
No hope they’ll be fixed…

By words or by deeds…
No matter the intention…

The river now too wide…
No bridges to mention…

Just the edge of the abyss…
That draws people in…

Across the white line…
Where only the Devil wins…

Becoming a limbo state…
Where nothing is resolved…

And the bitterness festers…
For all parties involved…

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“Like the circles that you find, in the windmills of your mind”…

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She took the pills…
To help her sleep…

Changing her dreams…
From nightmares to sweet…

To silence the voices…
Inside her head…

Constantly reminding…
She’s better off dead…

And to halt the visions…
Behind her eyes…

The monsters and devils…
And demons who fly…

Twisting and tormenting…
Around her fragile mind…

Always so bitter…
And so very unkind…

Until she got to the point…
There was no return…

Just too much pain…
Too many bridges burnt…

That left her standing…
In this world, all alone…

Nobody to help her…
No Samaritan to phone…

There was no white knight…
To halt her distress…

Living in solitude…
A life of inner stress…

That left her fighting…
To get through each day…

Then facing her tormentors…
As they came out to play…

But then she decided…
Enough was enough…

She could no longer face it…
Decided to give up…

So she took the pills…
To silence the screams…

And in her eternal sleep…
There will be no more dreams…

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“You lose your grip and then you slip into the masterpiece”…

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He was running out of time…
And heading for the stars…

His conscience was heavy…
And his heart full of scars…

He was losing his mind…
Detaching from cruel reality…

His head spinning around…
And verging on insanity…

A kaleidoscope of colours…
Began infecting his sight…

With such distorted visions…
That lit up his final night…

As a girl sat next to him…
Started speaking fluent French…

Edging closer and closer…
On a cold wooden bench…

She had the Devil in her eyes…
Was not making any sense…

As the Angels and Demons…
Began their hallucinating dance…

With Twenty serpents in her hair…
And a fire between her thighs…

Her pointed words held no truth…
Just perfectly constructed lies…

That snaked into his ears…
Forcing him to stop and listen…

As the snow started falling…
And the shimmering frost glistened…

Under a witching midnight moon…
Who watched his dream unfold…

But didn’t offer any escape…
Didn’t offer to stop his world…

From spinning round and round…
At a million miles an hour…

As her tongue entered his mouth…
Leaving him spellbound by the power…

Of a Thousand kisses deep…
That ripped into his soul…

While this dream descends into chaos…
And he finally loses control…

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